SATC

I CAN NOT BELIEVE i'm saying this.. but yes... I broke down and saw the SATC movie. Friendship, love, and shopping. How could any girl not love SATC? I hate to admit it.. but I bawled like a baby! I dont want to be a spoiler (for the 2 of you who haven't seen it yet)-- so if you haven't seen it... stop reading!

The scene where she is pounding Big with the flowers--- was a waterfall of tears for me. Especially when she screamed "I knew you couldn't do it!!" I just KNEW how she felt in that moment. Its that moment when your scared to give yourself up--but you do anyway.. and you find that the person you gave yourself to lets you down. I cried the most at the ending. It gave me hope and was an awaking for me as well. Mostly, I cried because I know that it will never be my ending-- at least not with my "Mr. Big".

Everyone can relate to SATC because even if your "Mr. Big" ain't that "big" in real life... he was the one who stole your heart. The one that you had no logic with and the one that you just convinced yourself to stay with beyond all reason. Everyone has (or will have) at least one Mr. Big. I still haven't decided if my mr.big was a good experience or a bad one. The older I get, the more confused I get about everything. I guess one day Ill figure it all out.... but until then.. I always have my friends and shopping!